So shashwat!!
J',How are you? Feeling okay? I know it is difficult… Lots.. But This is the way it was supposed to…. Isn’t it?
May be… Actually being concerned has some of its very own pros and cons. I enjoyed the pros and looking forward to have fun with cons.
Such lies… Well I’ll be honest… I don’t know… how I will react when I see you and “you”. I am feeling terrible…. Suddenly you seem very far… distant….
That was all a week before…………………… Time has changed and so the situations….
Sep 10th:
Well Now the condition is slight tipsy :) I know I would love to write it. Yesterday…. I remember almost everything except some of important bits.
First of all I became so amazed the way I left. Very unlike Shashwat!! How and why are two questions which I am looking an answer of, How can be found by consulting some of lots but why is worth disturbing the soul like me. I’d definitely like to have a time turner (like Hermione). Sometimes I really hate talking while boozing… but everything has their pros and cons, so I can pass of saying No Big Deal but again its not true.
The truth however is very vague and suspicious as I don’t remember it. What I assume now is I must have left when booze was finished and I was under impression that we are going to get some more or so!! Hell is others! Said Sartre!!
One more thing: The pattern of memory recovery is quite worrisome! If I try to recollect in chronological way...I’m able to follow lots of things but when I try to follow in a reversal order, I fail to establish anything!! May be because there’s a gap! A big GAP!! I don’t remember what the thing that told me to go was! It’s 11 AM and see I m LOST!! Now I know… It wasn’t me! May be vks.chandra has something to do with it. He also came with me… In fact I was the one without the bike…. So it is highly unlike that I’d have taken the initiative.
Hey Baby!! Sorry!! I knoe I shouldn’t have…. But trust me I’m also on your side finding the answers of the very same questions…
I love you!!
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